"Kronos", I complained. "Why is my everyday life so awful when my spiritual life is so wonderful?" I was sitting at my computer, in a semi trance state.
He thought for a moment. "In answer to your question, the physical plane is trying to balance your spiritual advances." He said, emphasizing "is". He paused to see if I was listening. "However, you have managed to sabotage your realities to the extent they cannot fully materialize. Case in point, your lovely wife, a large bank account, and a new Ferrari automobile."
"But that wasn't my fault, was it? I mean, how could I have done anything differently?"
Suddenly I was watching myself interacting with Linda. Kronos was right. As I watched, downheartedly, how negative and unresponsive I had been.
"I was just trying to be true to my feelings." I said feebly, in an unconvincing attempt to justify my lack of involvement with Linda.
Kronos didn't reply.
"I was just being myself."
Kronos let me corkscrew ever deeper into denial, twisted by my own words. "All right!" I finally conceded. "I wish I could do it all over again!"
Even before I finished saying the words, I was standing in my hotel with a crowd of people. Froggy was heading towards me with Linda in tow. I don't know how he did it, but I was back in time. Everything was exactly the same.
"No! No!" I heard myself cry. "I don't want to do it all over again!" Suddenly I was back with Kronos. He had a knowing glint in his eye. I was very relieved, and vowed to carefully watch what I wished for when I was with him. I was relieved when he finally indicated he was ready to move on to more interesting subjects.
"Before we proceed to the 7th dimension, is there anything we have covered that you are not comfortable with? This is very important, because if you are harboring any doubts, they will prevent you from further expansion."
I knew there were still some doubts, so I thought about it for a while before answering. "I am still confused about the very beginning of the cycle, when the one dimensional universe is pure compacted energy. I don't really understand what exactly happens to manifest space and multiple dimensions. Perhaps we could go over this again?"
"Ah yes." Kronos said, serenely unperturbed, within his sea of infinite patience. As he spoke, I sensed we were back at that exact moment in time, just before the new cycle began.
"Why don't you explain what happens next?" Kronos asked. "In this way I can sense where your trouble lies".
I began describing what I was observing. "I see a compacted or super solid state of dark matter. I sense that it cannot be further compacted. Next, I sense that there is a continuing progression of vibration that is beginning to interact with it. As the vibration passes the nul point, the dark matter instantly changes states. I understand that this is the initial act of what we are calling creation, and that it somehow forces multi-dimensions to form as "inner space".
It is the exact nature of this event that I can't seem to understand. I mean, how can this be possible, this creation of inner space?"
Kronos laughed. "Of course you don't understand. You are trying to understand it with your 3D mind. I am afraid that you have reached the moment when a leap of faith must carry you through."
I looked at him incredulously. He had a childish grin on his on his beautiful face.
"Is that it?" I demanded, knocked off balance by the brevity of his explanation.
Krono's smile developed into a laugh as he continued, obviously unsympathetic to my abject ignorance.
"What did you expect? This is just one of those inescapable places in spiritual evolution where you either understand or you do not. If not, then you must fill in the blanks with faith."
He took a long pause. "All right, I will walk you through the process again. However, understand that if you still do not understand, then we must press on to more interesting subjects. And with that, he began a most interesting and informative dialog.
MATTER
ANTI-MATTER
Kronos began. "The first thing we notice is a place, in the continuous cycle of transformation, where matter is at rest. In this state, dark matter is one dimensional, at absolute zero, and cannot be further compressed by any external agency, primarily because no external agency yet exists. It is difficult to think of something that is one dimensional with our 3d minds. This is because we tend to think in terms of a three dimensional ball, which we are observing from the outside. Far from being a 3d ball, dark matter is dimensionless, and instead of seeing a ball, our viewpoint, (which is one dimensional as well), is suspended somewhere within the single dimension of dark matter. He stopped to see if I was following him. Satisfied, he continued. What you need to understand Curtis, is this dark energy is everything there is in existence, at that moment. If there were no vibration, none of what we call our universe could have ever existed. The paradox of this is, the null point is itself created, as a part of the continuous cycle, just as all of the other dimensions are created by it."
Kronos paused to let this sink in. "The one glaring fact about the known universe, that we have seen over and over again, is that it always demands balance. It does this by juggling pairs of opposites in the second dimension, so the illusion of creation can seem to exist. In other words, dark matter, or if you will, anti-matter, cannot "exist", as the un-manifest universe, without an entity of equal and opposite qualities and configuration. That opposite, of course, is everything else in the manifest universe."
Kronos paused for a moment to let me catch up. In linear time as we know it, we have determined that for matter and anti-matter to exist at the same time, is virtually impossible. This is because only one or the other can exist, in linear time, at the same time. Never both at the same time, because fundamentally, they both occupy the same space, (The result would be catastrophic!) However, it is absolutely necessary that they both do exist at the same time, in order to satisfy the law of balance! Fortunately, they can and do exist at the same time, in non-linear time, because in non-linear time, everything that has ever happened, even once, continues to happen forever in the past. We cannot deny that matter and anti-matter exist at the same time, otherwise we wouldn't be here talking about it. That both matter and anti-matter seem to exist at the same time, something that cannot happen in linear time, tends to prove the existence of non-linear time, and also tends to prove the persistence of the past, even after linear time has long discarded it. We will continue our little discussion next time we meet.
And with that, I was back at my computer. My brain was numb from so much input. I was beginning to think that Kronos was forgetting that I was just a one watt bulb. I had just gotten a glimpse of the workings of his higher mind. It was so effortlessly clear and simple, and yet as vast as the cosmos of which he spoke. While exciting, it also made me feel entirely inadequate for the task at hand.