I could tell that Kronos was thinking about the best way to approach me, with what I imagined, was an impossibly difficult series of events to describe. I felt a little like the Sunday newspaper comic character, "Denny Dimwit", who had a pointy head (with a cap that fit it perfectly), and oversized, floppy ears, who I haven't seen for years. Martin Branner's strip "Winnie Winkle" with Denny and the "Rinkeydinks" became defunct sometime in the late '50s. Its popularity, at one time, was right up there with "Mary Worth" and "Rex Morgan M.D.." I thought it might have gone "bye bye", because it had become politically incorrect to show a day in the life of a moron, but, most likely, it had to make way for the expansion of the "soaps".
Anyway, they usually closed the cartoon with Denny saying sweetly to his father, "I loves you Popper!" And equally sweet, was his fathers reply, "Youse is a good boy Denny." I half expected Kronos to start by saying, "Youse is a good boy Curtis." Hehe. Kronos is still reviewing the process in his mind, so I will tell you about what the kids called me in high school. Yes, that's right, instead of Curtis, they thought it was very funny to call me "Coitus". Unfortunately, I couldn't live up to my name.
Kronos looked at me, evidently ready to start. "Youse is a good boy Coitus." He laughed. The bastard had been reading my mind! I had to laugh too. Laughter was good, it took some of the tension off. Perhaps if the human race laughed more, the world would be a better place to live in. Kronos got right down to business. "Alright, let's begin at the beginning, which in this case is just before the void crystallized. Underneath the void is another void, which, and this is an educated guess, I believe is the original birthplace of the "forth dimension", or "4d". I had seen his educated guesses before. All that meant was that it was something he had discovered that was incredibly obscure, and that He was particularly proud of. Usually his guesses were more profoundly accurate than some of the information he presented as fact. He gave me one of his boyish grins, evidently reading my mind again.
He continued. What we find, through the process of extrapolation of the "1d" void, will tell us a lot about the "mirror void", which I will take the liberty of calling the "4d" void. In other words, we can reverse everything we know about the 1d void, and by faithfully applying this to its mirror twin, we can then hope that what we are seeing is approximating the real thing."
He paused to let that sink in, and to see if I had any questions. Seeing that I didn't, he continued. If this underneath void is the 4d, and I think it is, it would have to be exactly equal and opposite, in the most strict sense of the words. "We can also learn a lot about the mirror 4d universe by observing the results of its merger with the 1d void, but I am getting ahead of myself. So, without further ado, I will launch into what I an convinced happened." He checked my state of mind, insuring that he wouldn't have to repeat the verbal process again any time soon.
"The instant before the build up of vibration becomes sufficient to begin the crystallization process, the two universes are apparently separate. However, through the process of extrapolation, this idea of separateness seems to fall apart in reviewing some of the examples we've looked at before. I believe that they are not separate, but that their mutual existence is so interdependent that if, say, one were to, for some reason, be destroyed, the other would perish instantly as well. The plethora of opposed pairs, in just the little we have studied so far, is, I believe, abundant evidence of the consequential influence of the primal opposed pair of voids."
He looked at me. I was so intently looking at what he was showing me, that my mouth was hanging open. Noticing that he was looking at me, I quickly shut it. "We might assumed, by extrapolating all that we have so far observed about the universal need for pairing, that underneath the pair of voids, there is yet another void, which we shall call the "universal anti-void", or "anti-universe", a place so terrible that no one dare say its name! He said, trying to be scary.
This anti-universe is the ultimate opposition for the universe of matter. It is the anti-universe that allows all we can observe, to exist, for without it, there would be no counter-balance, for perfect balance in all things, even the voids, is the heart and soul of creation. Our universe of matter built from so many interdependent pairs, existing in perfect balance, this house of cards, mirrors, smoke, would disappear in an instant without an equal and opposite counter-balancing force. If you will forgive me, I could speculate even further, and guess that the anti-universe, and the universe of matter, periodically change places. He laughed. "But, this is only an educated guess."
After a timely respite, Kronos continued, "At this point I can begin to "see" the process much more clearly as it unfolds. I will attempt to describe what I see." Kronos was obviously relieved to reach a point, in his discourse, where he was more familiar with the subject, because then he could begin to simply describe what he was actually viewing, without the need to theorize. "I see that the two voids, which I will designate as the universes of matter and anti-matter, respectively, are inseparably yoked together. Kronos then said something that so surprised me, that I was stunned to the bone!
He looked at me, smiled, and said. You have progressed far enough to be able to see for yourself some of what I am talking about." It just never occurred to me that I could even do such a thing! I thought that Kronos was giving me a free ride by showing me what he was seeing because, I was just a sort of Denny Dimwit, just being human and all, not capable of such God like feats for perhaps another ten thousand years or so!
I guessed he noticed that my aura had turned a sort of baby poop yellow, because he picked me up and said. There, there little puppy. It's not that difficult. The student always seems to be able to rise to the challenge. He said, scratching me behind the ear. As he scratched my ear, my leg involuntarily began to rapidly paw the air. He continued. I didn't want to disturb your concentration, but you have been "seeing", on your own, this entire session." He said, patted me gently on my head. He let me go and said. I'll tell you what, I will take you somewhere, and let you tell me what you see. Fair enough?" He smiled. I knew that this wasn't a request, but an imperial command! "Oh! No!" I yelped." Beginning to whine. Kronos look down at me with compassion. "Alright, he said, I will modify the deal."
Kronos was such a push over. All I had to do was look at him with wide puppy eyes, and whine a little. Kronos continued. This is what we can do. Let us continue just the way we have been doing it this session. You can look at what I am explaining, but, you must do the looking on your own. He looked at me to see my reaction. I supposed if I had a tail, it would have been wagging. However, Kronos cut the session short because I was becoming very fatigued. I didn't want to leave, I was desperate to learn more. "Till next time." He said, and was gone.
When I returned to my physical body, Linda was there, bathing my naked body with a cool damp cloth. "Your burning up! She said seeming very alarmed. The bed is soaked with sweat, and I thought you were in a coma or something!" She began to cry. "I was just about to call the paramedics. I mean, I just found you, and I don't want to lose you!. Please tell me you won't do this again! And, who exactly is this Kronos person anyway, and exactly what you do when you are away on your "trips". I think I deserve to know! She started to cry again. Her sweet lips quivering.
It was obviously a huge mistake to have her stay over when I knew I was going to visit with Kronos. I had tried get her to join me in my adventure, I almost spoke to Kronos about it. I had even taken her to the 6d void several times, but found that she was asleep on that level. I then tried to coax her into just floating around my bedroom in her "lower etheric body", but she was much too terrified to even begin. I remembered, that was exactly how I was when I first started delving into the occult, a shaking bag of unadulterated fear!
I didn't want to think about it, but, I was afraid the relationship was not going to work out. I had been through this with other women more than several times before. They just couldn't wait to get me, and then they just couldn't wait to get rid of me, when they finally figured out that I wasn't going to change into whoever it was they were looking for. Judging from the severity of this problem, I gave the relationship about another three weeks.
I would have to carefully slide down the razors edge from now on, if I intended to keep both relationships, even for another three weeks. Mrs. Peele was curled up asleep on my pillow. She had the right idea. I kissed Linda as she tearfully snuggled up with her head on my chest, and told her that I had made a terrible mistake, and it wouldn't happen again. Of course this was not a lie, I just would just make sure that she didn't stay over whenever I visited Kronos. I knew it was stupid of me, but what was done was done. I loved her way too much to ever put her through this again!
I loved being in love! I loved being in a good relationship, I loved doing things with a loving mate, both in and out of bed! I especially loved to cuddle at night, with or without sex. I loved everything about a woman. "God" had gone way "over kill" when he had made them! I loved the way they smelled, the way they moved, the way they sounded and thought, but I hated this part of it. There was no possible way to escape without serious damage. I would have to start the process of disassociating myself from her while acting as though everything was just fine. This was to protect myself from being totally devastated when she left.
Pisces are good at living multiple lives. Some have two complete families unbeknown to each other. As an example, "Captains Paradise" with "Alec Guinness" was most likely a portrait of a Pisces. It was a good movie about a fairy boat captain who had two completely opposite families, one family on one end of his river run, and the other family at the other end. His wife was a very dependable and, even if a bit rotund, faithful wife. He loved her with all of his heart. He loved the quiet family life and cosy little house, a warm fireplace, good meals, slippers and pipe, his faithful dog, and his dependable loving wife.
His other family consisted of a wild Spanish dancer who he adored. She gave him something that his wife never could, youth! They partied every night until the sun came up. He love this life equally as well as the other one. He had no intention of ever giving up either one. He lived in virtual paradise, until one trip up river, he got them both presents. For his portly wife he got a nice apron in which she could cook without soiling her plain cotton dresses. The other present was for his Spanish fireball. It was a tiny red bikini.
To his horror, he got the presents mixed up in such a way that he couldn't undo it. However, there was a strange turn of events that he hadn't foreseen. The girlfriend was absolutely wild about the apron, thinking that this was his way of saying he wanted to marry her, settle down and have a family of their own, which is exactly what she had been longing for. His wife, upon opening the present containing the tiny red bikini, was thrilled beyond measure. She literally jumped on him with kisses. She always wanted to be risqué and wild, but thought her husband wanted her to remain just the way she was, plump and boring for the rest of her dull uninteresting life. He hadn't quite figured out how to sort this all out, when things go from bad to worse! It all turns into quite a nightmare, when eventually, both women accidently meet, and discover they are in love with the same man! I won't tell you the end, because you might see the movie!
Anyway, my point being that you are not to worry about me, because I am a Pisces, as well as a survivor. And besides, I have Mrs. Peele! Hehehe.